Holocaust!

A tale of lost love and broken trust inspired by a friend of mine, Ankur Suthar. I'm posting a small part of it. I know the title is not that apt, but to me, devastation of love and betrayal is same as a "Holocaust"! This is for you buddy!

1.07 am..still can't sleep. Tornado of thoughts whirling in my mind. I don't know why my eyes are drooping, but I can taste the sourness of tears running down my cheeks. What is my fault? Where did I go wrong? I try to rebuilt the castle of thoughts, but turns out, the mud it was made of, is not wet anymore! I'm trying to find solution of a very simple question, but can't get to the roots. This is why you came so close? You ignited the fire in me, and now you want to put it off? Am I a toy to you? I think I'm going crazy..why is that even after you doing all this to me, I can't stop thinking about you? Why everytime I try to drive away a thought of you, another one of yours makes it's way into my mind? I wish you had never left me. I wanted you to once, at least once look into my heart and see how much I love you. I wanted to share things with you. I would have showered all the happiness of this world on you, had you trusted me. Even in my dreams I never thought of hurting you. Please come back to me! You're my name, I'm anonymous without you!